Yeah.

This the weight I carry
Ain’t nobody else to blame
I chose every step I’m standing on today
This the weight I carry
Heavy, but it’s mine
If I said I want a change
Then I change it this time

This the weight I carry.

I used to run light, call it freedom
Call it timing, call it reason
Now I see it wasn’t random
It was patterns I was feeding

Every “I’ll do better”
Needed follow-through attached
Every “God, I’m ready”
Needed proof inside the act

I ain’t loud about it now
I just move a little straighter
Less explaining, less debating
More alignment, less behavior

No applause when I decline
What I used to say was fine
No announcement, no parade
Just a different state of mind

It ain’t easy
But it’s clear
If I own it
It’s lighter here

This the weight I carry
Ain’t nobody else to blame
I chose every step I’m standing on today
This the weight I carry
Heavy, but it’s mine
If I said I want a change
Then I change it this time

This the weight I carry.

Used to fear the quiet room
Now I don’t avoid the still
Used to need the noise to move
Now I move because I will

Slow growth, no show, low-key
Discipline don’t trend, but it grow me
Small steps stack up slowly
That’s the part they don’t see

I ain’t perfect, just aware
That’s a different type of power
Less collapse at midnight
Less regret in morning hours

Faith feel steady now
Not loud, not dramatic
Not a spark that flash and fade
More like something automatic

No more running circles
No more bargaining
If it cost me comfort
Then that’s what I’m offering

This the weight I carry
And I’m steady in the flame
Every choice I made is teaching me to change
This the weight I carry
Heavy, but it’s mine
If I said I want a change
Then I change it this time

This time.