I done fell and stood back up
More times than I can count
I done blamed the world before
Then turned that blame around
I done chased what felt alive
Then watched it fade to smoke
I done said I’d never fold
Then folded under hope
I ain’t proud of every turn
I ain’t clean of every scar
But I ain’t who I was before
And that’s worth something hard

I’m still here anyway
After doubt, after drift
After nights I lost my way
After pride, after pain
After everything I gave
I’m still here anyway

I don’t need a perfect record
I don’t need applause
I don’t need a mountain moment
Just alignment in my walk
Temptation still exist
But it don’t own the room
Fear still knock sometimes
But it don’t make the move
I ain’t racing to be holy
I ain’t running from my flaws
I just wake up every day
And choose the better call

I’m still here anyway
After doubt, after drift
After nights I lost my way
After pride, after pain
After everything I gave
I’m still here anyway

Some days quiet feel heavy
Some days faith feel thin
Some days I don’t feel strong
But I don’t give in
Growth ain’t loud and shining
It’s small and consistent
It’s choosing not to spiral
When old thoughts get persistent
I still feel the pull
I still feel the weight
But I don’t let one night
Decide my fate
Not flawless
Not finished
But further than I been
And that’s enough
To call it a win

Not fixed.
Not done.